Monday, 19 August 2013

For you, a thousand times over. 6

I can't sleep because i'm going through a rough night.. Besides the fact that I'm smiling.. I just want to hear your voice cus I miss you and this is the time that I wish I could. I feel like a part of me has died and i don't know how to grow out the flowers in my heart again. I cant breathe because I feel so empty without you and I hope you're thinking of me too. 

I hope you know how much it kills me that we decided to not talk anymore after we go our seperate ways. I wish you knew how much it kills me when we said our last goodbye. I wish I could stay in your arms forever.. I dont even know how to explain what i'm feeling right now but I am dying inside.. I cant stop thinking about you because you're the only thing that makes me feel alive. I cant stop thinking about when you're kissing her, I really hope she's not hurting you
and I remember your eyes were so bright and when you kissed me the whole world turns bright and I can feel flowers growing inside me. 

And I will never give up on you
I will try to move on but you will always be in the back of my mind because you belong in my heart
and hopefully
I will see your face again.
But i'm afraid that I will never forget about you and I'm afraid someone is going to make you happier than i do and I'm afraid that we will never see each other again. 

And then
before you left you held my hand and you kissed me gently, briefly, and I could feel everything i love about you in your hands, your lips, i could feel all of you. 

Please, come back soon. 

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