its 1 am in the morning
The truth is, I feel beyond sad. I feel empty. Numb. i don't even fucking know how to explain this.
and i am not fine
because i miss you more than anything
im actually crying my ass off right now
you have no idea
i feel like theres a hole in my heart
i feel so empty
I never stopped loving you. Not even for a second. Even when I hated you.
Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep at night and I wouldn’t have to walk around with the knowledge there was someone like you out there
you did nothing wrong to me
nothing at all
this is for the best
just for now baby i promise
but like you said
someday
when we're both 25
i'm going to come back
and i will find you
and i will marry you
tell me if i am stupid but i believe that we are meant to be
just not now
i am waiting for that day to come.
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