For you, a thousand times over. 4

and i remember when we were laying on the floorlooking at the stars
laughing and we don’t care about anything …
you pulled me in and you hugged me
you asked for a kiss but i refused
you kept trying
because i know that kiss will murder me
but we did anyway
because i've been craving for that kiss since forever.
we talked about everything
but i hate to see you cry 
and after all.. 


i miss the way you stare at me 
i miss your hugs 
i miss kissing every part of your face

but look at all the bullshit you put me through

and when we said our last goodbye
a part of me died 
i feel broken 
i feel empty

you told me
if we are meant to be then we will find our way back 
and that someday, somehow, we will see each other again
but you told me to move on too 

fuck
i love you too much to let you think i could live without you.